chronicles of a racing mind

“things that say a lot about a person: their favourite character”

OH MY GOD WHY OTL;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

wtf I’m craving attention from my parents right now WTF I usually never do that

well I take it as a good sign!! :’D

NO NO NO

STOP STOP STOP

everyone wants to be loved. no matter how selfish or egotistical or whatever… everyone wants to be loved at least a little bit.

# including me.

(i wrote this because I was going through that anonymous confessions blog and sort of… hoping that a certain one was directed at me?? from her. yeah. what the bloody hell, i want to be loved and admired and yet i can’t even return it. is this typical of a sociopath/psychopath? mmmhhh.)

my god i have a huge ego

should i be worried

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feeling sad is horrible, but i want to stay feeling sad because it’s evidence that i am a human being who can feel and have emotions, and i’m afraid that if i become happy, i will also become confident with doing bad things.

brain: i miss you.
me: wait, what?

sometimes my brain just comes up with thoughts out of nowhere and i’m never really sure which ones are the truth and which ones are lies.

then again, that would be because i don’t listen to my heart enough.

feeling anxious and edgy for no particular reason

…oh wait, that’s good! it’s a human emotion! :’D

somebody cheer me up

oh wait i don’t even deserve to be cheered up and i’m not even saying that lightly